Friday, November 11, 2011

Anticipation

Not pursuit of but perfected- benz not the lexus

skin so soft, toes suckable, eyez warm,

embrace- unforgettable

if she would call me baby, my soul would churn, -

my butter baby

her company is never wasted, every moment cherished, priceless-

my visa baby

lips suckable, touch soft, body if not hot

luke warm

us together volcanic, erupt slow

did I mention her smile?- unforgettable

she makes me wonder…so innocent sometimes

but I seen her be naughty

she needs discipline, long and deep

so it penetrates, I wonder could she take it?

breathe baby slow 1-2-3- labor.


I say baby “where u at?”

She says “where u want me?”

I say “dayum”

She says “what…?”

I say “nothing”

pause.

That feeling, that yearning desire, not spoken but yet understood

“baby?”

She says “yes?”

“I’m coming”

she says “not yet”

I smile.

I hear her grinning

knock knock on her door

me waiting- anticipation

her love, how she looks, her smell, her taste

door opens slowly

I’m about to see her face

then I awake

on brick- frustrated.

thinking who said that couldn't be

my reality-no hesitation


scrolling her name, I dial

phone ringing- anticipation

She picks up

She says “hey-”

I exhale and utter “aye, just listen…”

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Song of the Week: 11/08/11- Ambition


Title: Ambition

Artist: Wale Ft. Meek Millz & Rick Ross

Album/Mixtape: Ambition

Genre: Hip-Hop/Motivation

Rating: ★ ★ ★ ★ ★

Favorite Part: Hook most def. Wale is a true poet and it shines on this track.


MiX oF BoTh.


Cant feel me no doubt, trilla than u eva dream bout,

born n da trenches

They can't understand me I'm like no other.

Truth when I speak according to my reality.
Not from Cambodia but shit, thats anotha dimension,

we talkn bout here the Wood

This neighborhood bore me and gave me then my mentality.
Lord knows ill be dead if I was still thurr,

but mos def im goin out wit a bang

Trust no one. Small circle keeps you close undoubtedly.
Hustled dese skreets fo a minute

Tried to embrace the harshness;
sell this and that, but it wasn't me.

Different breed, education mixed with streets

Because on these streets it’s a

Mix of Both


Too much foul intention

Not built for it, too frustrated with the people.

Evil turned on evil, no chemistry.
Snitches, bitches, and not just cuz of what lies n they britches

Just plots to make one’s self more richer,
Honchos, dubs, fins, sawbucks

but as I progress I see the world for what it is.
All bout da fetti, but 4 me its mo
Cant plz both so I do me

Mix of Both

Came in alone, die alone, always do it for me and never you all.
Fuck yall

Go take a long walk, suck knowledge.
Kick bricks, suck this

Learn this world we in, and it’s just not in no classroom.
Naw mean, get chea cuz we outchea

Seek the truth and you will find.
None trilla, keep up or get left behind

I just hope you accept God by your side.
Aint nuthn nice hurr
This world is cold and there is simply no warmth here for you lost souls.

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

Husky

Adjective meaning not too cold but chilly
Ex: You cold? "Naw I'm good it's just a lil husky."
Origin: Westside crazy

Product Placement ©

walk up to shawty n simply say

“Google me baby”

while she slowly going deaf listening to her iPod

our boys. no secret at all. what they want? dem draws.

when did it become that Victoria’s secret wasn’t sacred?

and it only took a Whopper with cheese to get her naked?

all-he-needs -is

Chevy riding high, Nike’s on his feet, New Era indeed, they equipped n fitted

sad but funny watching wannabes tumbling clumsily n they Timberlands

but it gets no better as I glance at the opposite end of the spectra

the way some throwing it out, how is it ever a secret?

somebody need to tell that bitch Vickie to stop scheming

our girls. they worlds – twisted. they tipsy

going crazy catching madness

all for Steve Maddens, loco for Manolo, sucking on, jumping on whatever for some Louboutin’s

savings?

wasted on these so called exotic fragrances made by these fake ass celebs n they basements

savings?

spending all day in Aldo’s, Burberry fo Blackberry’s, Gucci and Louis Vuitton cases

while the kid’s false flaggn,

parents flags should be half standing, cuz they bills n mortgage got a past due status

Damn who needs saving?

kids fighting, killing for these material possessions while losing they most valued one...

they soul

I mean shit do they still posses it?

karma coming coming back so hard

fuck wrong with yall?


we need Proverbs n Psalms

Genesis, Matthew, Job, Ezekiel-less seen and heard

we got Mercedes, Bentley, Royce,

and they moms whip a Buick, pops driving a Hearst

let's get it together

shit makes no sense

liquor bottle absent and we still still tipp’n

n stupidity, remembering drunk nights more than sober ones

is that good living, think it?

yo life that fucked up u gotta alter yo state of vision?

to have fun, be stress free, if so, wow! u aint done shit!

u ain't living

upgrade, get clearer, just cuz u got HD

yo mind still need tuning, u Panasonic

I need u to get that Vizio vision

check yo peripheral, may be clearer

and they wonder why the kids do what they do

I laugh sometimes, before u say why

just stop and take a look at all the bullshit that we do

as the kids watch and imitate

they are the products in which we produced and placed

Product Placement ©

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