Love, Let Me Die

Dear Love,

Fuck You. I hate You. WTF no I don’t.

I just can’t stand You!

Why the fuck You leave me hanging!?

Leave me bruised and leave me wandering!?

And at the same time make me feel so good!

Why are you legal? Why aren’t you regulated?

This shit is crazy.

You love me, You love me not.

One day You here and the other I don’t want You nowhere near

this spot. This spot in my chest that pumps your oil.

I think so much with it, I depend too much on it.

Love,

Can You just let me die where I first met You?

So innocent and pure,

I would do anything to stay there.

You had such a beautiful décor.

Touch unlike one I have felt on this earth so that be angelic,

a God given gift from Heaven.

As if I just seen the gates for the first time.

Love do You remember?

Back when we first met,

the innocence that was felt.

No games, no motives,

You led me and I followed.

Never thinking of or worrying about tomorrow.

You erased my sorrows,

even if it was just for that time being.

It was pure as that as of Esther.

I guess You were my Queen.

Now I write to You with remorse,

tired and depleted.

Love, let me die.

Here where I stand.

Love, I’m tired.

My heart dreary and it has such built up fear.

Scared to love true, because I love hard.

Scared to love blind, because I might fall.

Scared to love, because what if I won’t be loved back?

So Love,

Will You please just let me die?

Send my reef and your condolences.

Card with memorable moments.

There I go again.

Love, never mind at all.

After reading this please just disregard.

That would truly be me getting rid of You Love.

Once and for all.

Insincerely with unloving regards.